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     What a morning sunshine day!!! As i looked at clear sky without any cloud, it is really a nice and beautiful scenery. Just marvel at how God decorate the universe so great. It is not easy to have these kind of view in a busy city like Kuala Lumpur. So It is a kind of privilege to have that =) These few days, have been really learn to observe and enjoy the environment as i travel to office and back home. Mountains by mountains, buildings by buildings, kids running around, people who are busy with their own activities, massive jam in some areas, birds in the sky flying around so freely…. Indeed each of them has its own uniqueness.

     Personally I feel that living in places where there are mountains are very very beautiful, especially, when there is an opportunity to walk up to the top of the mountain and just breath in the fresh air. As i think about it, i guess i have been living in the city for too long and need some rest…

     It’s been a great morning today. Nice cooling weather and less people on the LRT from Kelana Jaya to KLCC… Really praise God for a good start again. So far has been receiving calls from customers who are very very friendly and it is indeed brighthened up my day as well.It’s been a morning where i have been longing to have since my trip from cameron highlands.

     It was indeed a great trip and feel close to nature and all the things that God has created. It is just a privillege to be able to enjoy the surrounding, especially the fresh air in the morning, a peaceful night (very good moment for quiet time), cooling weather and very relaxing lifestyle. Every of my trip to Cameron Highlands had been a special trip. I guess my morning has been filled with all the fun memories on the mountains then…

     One thing that i like is the abundance of Grace and His mercy which is new every morning. Speaking about mercy, it is the reason why i am so glad this morning because basically i have been having a slight struggle within myself for the last few days when it is dealing with a friend of mine. Generally some of the awkward situation was caused by some of my stubborness. So i have been doing lots and lots of thinking and basically i have moved away from the Lord. Definitely speaking it is not an easy situation to walk through..

     So as I woke up this morning, as i surrender my struggle to the Lord, the feeling of refreshing just took over me and songs of praises just started to sing out. No doubt that i am still not sure about how will the issue will be resolved, but as i let go to let God, i felt so much relieved at the moment. Do look forward to my school day soon =) Thank You Lord for all You’ve done

     Finally back to KL for industrial attachment again today =) Yesterday was a kind of frustrated night as i waited for bus 170 from 8pm-8:45 before decided to take 178 to Kranji from my place. During that 45 min was really a struggle and really wanting to burst up. But somehow a soft voice just whispered that i need to be patient as The Lord has prepared everything nicely when i got on the sg’s bus at 8:45. I followed the instruction and got on the bus that reached the bus stop at 8:45pm. I manage to reach Larkin (JB) at 9:30pm and i found out that most of the buses are fully booked.

     So i walked and walked around until Eltabina Express counter and that’s my next best choice. True enough i got the ticket but i need to wait until 10:45pm. So for over an hour i decided to take my dinner and spend sometime to do a reflection on my day and to commit my journey to KL to the Lord. Thank God everything went well and the journey was good. Reach KL at 2:30 am and the moment i reached home, i just fall flat on the bed.

     So here i am in the office have a good time of resting after a kind of busier day earlier on. Kind of looking forward to join my collegue to catch a movie after work. Having the industrial attachment under the customer service side has been giving me a different view about this line. I personally enjoy myself and do want to explore more on this line. =)

     Uhm.. What a great feeling to be back in SG again even though only manage to reach home at 12:45 AM. During the journey, there was heavy rain and the coach that i took were slowing down drastically.. As i looked upon the sky, the feeling of being amazed and yet tremble developed in me.. Very dark and large cloud covered the whole sky… Plenty of bright-white-lightning strokes so many times and thunders were rolling down again and again.. What an extravagance creation by God Himself.. As it rains heavily somehow a heavy feeling also developed as i read the book of Isaiah 42 - 43. What has touches me from these two chapters is that how the assurance and comfort from The Lord just came so powerfully. So as i read and observed the skies… i was indeed felt tremble and yet felt so much comforted because even though the lightning may stroke so many times and light up the skies.  The Lord spoke "Fear not; for I am with thee" ==> Isaiah 43:5 that’s when i realised that there are so much of privilege to live as God’s child because He is indeed a faithful God, a Father as well as a great Daddy=) After pondering upon those thought.. the warmth of peace started to overwhelmed me that i started to fall into deep sleep. yeah.. what a marvelous experience.. Praise God =)

     First of all I would like to welcome you all to come to this blog. As you all can see from the title, it is my very first blogging activity. To start off, generally i am now having some industrial trainings in Kuala Lumpur (Malaysia). It’s been a tiring weeks thus far. All these happening due do the situation whereby i had some difficulties to sleep for  the last few days and at the same time having a long day of training and attachment with the company. However I really thank the Lord that He has been sustaining me and renew my strength according to Isaiah 40:31 ==> "but those who hope in the Lord shall renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint". That verse has been a significant verse to me when I am experiencing fatiquness.

     As in terms of tiredness, most of the time I don’t normally worry about having physical tiredness. What has really made me drain off is normally due to tiredness in my mind. Basically I have been doing lots and lots of thinking about what I would do regarding a friend whom i am interested in. It is been a struggle for me to finalised whether i should go for relationship or i should stay and wait for confirmation from the Lord. As a young and new Christian, I have personally felt a tremendous changes and blessing from the Lord in my life. All these while i have always believe in a divine intervention from the Hand of God (favor).

     As of relationship, The Lord has been teaching me about having Christ-centered relationship. No doubt that i am still learning and searching this path. Sometimes i found myself standing at the cross road where there is no sign about where would the direction leads to. I would not say that I don’t like this situation, but sometimes i do feel unsecured. It is unsecured, because I am really don’t have any idea what will come to me next when i am stepping out of the umbrella the Grace of God.

     For the past 12 months of my journey, I have been experiencing so much of grace and i really thank God for letting me to know what is the meaning of grace (undeserved favor). The grace of God has been covering every aspect of my life. Whether it is financial, study, health, joy, peace, friendships, miracles they are all really such a special gifts that are so unexplainable. It is indeed to say that Our God is an Awesome God. Without Him, i would never know where will I be and how would i be at the moment.

     Why i said that is because i can be very stubborn and like to challenged the majority. When dealing with giving-in, it is been a struggle for me to give in to various instances. Many a times i found myself walking against the crowd. In fact many have even said and ask why am i like to be in the "underdog" position. From my personal point of view, i really have said that it is not easy to be in this position and sometimes can really backfired to my ownself. As in relation to grace… i really felt so touched when i know that even when i screwed up, God is there to correct the situation for me. There were times i just burst in tears without being able to control myself because of His love that is so abundance. God is indeed my very very own Father and a Daddy to me.

     The same thing right here.. right now… As i am facing the planning to go for relationship, i have been facing number of obstacles and many a times causes me exhausted more and more. I do sense that the Lord is speaking to me and really in charge of my situation. It is just that sometimes i am walking out of His plan and therefore some hick-ups have occurred. However I will continue to walk back to Him again and to be guided by His Holy Spirit who has been a dear friend to me. It is my desire to hope for the best and really hope to be an effective co-worker for Him.