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     It has not been easy path to walk these days. Quite many things going round and round as if i am walking in the circle where things are repeating and expected. It is as if i am walking but the time is not ticking… Walked for quite a distance but the time seems to be so slow… I wonder to myself sometimes what and where has gone wrong… Maybe i let myself lost control.

     It’s tough when I walk out of the Grace and travelling as a lone ranger. But i thank God for one thing that is His Love, His Mercy, His Compassion that always remain. Scripture that going around my head right now is Romans 8:38-39 which says " For i am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither heights nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

     Such a comforting bible verse… =) Anyway… I am looking forward to stand up and get back on track again. Thank God for some people whom He has sent to help me when i need. For example my church leader, my close friends, a prayer buddy whom i also really want to thank God that there is a support spiritually. To sum up all these.. prayer support is very important in every situation. Praise Jesus for His love and Grace.. Amen!!!

     It’s been quite sometime not to do reflection on what’s going around recently. What i can look back is that there has been many things happening around and definitely there were plenty of things to learn and give thanks unto the Father. Starting from last week where i was desperately in need of having my voice so that i could lead worship for my cell group. Anyway… I didnt have any voice during the cell group and i had to cancel the worship leading on last saturday due to losing my voice.

     As i got home i got online and encourage my friends and my prayer buddy to pray for healing to both my throat and my left ankle. Then on saturday, i was being prayed by my spiritual parents during the youth cell group and at that moment in time, i managed to get clearer voice and sang along during the worship time. I was so touched when i realised how great is God’s love. Personally i am really thankful to all of my friends who have prayed for me and also to my prayer buddy as well.

      Getting on to sunday, all i could say is==> ALL THE GLORY AND HONOR BE TO HIM <== Was having great sunday worship. It was truly His presence that has changed every worship environment in church. Thank Him for such an opportunity to be part of HIS team during the worship. What an awesome and great worship flow.

     Coming to weekdays, was kinda hecktic. Coz just came back from 2 weeks break and still fine-tuning my whole being to study mode again. NOt easy though.. Sometimes would have difficulties to concentrate in class. Gotta say that some of the modules i am doing are quite challenging. Will try my best to do well.. Very much depending on God’s grace.

     Apart from studies, this has been a week where i manage to talk to my friends and getting to know more about my buddy and some of my close internet friends. Its been great to know them and realized how nice to have friends who can be there to share and providing opportunity to encourage one another. Good things is about the discovery about some common area and sharing the similar passion. hahaha…

     To sum up, its been wonderful week and look forward to days ahead =)

     Its been a while since i am writing this blog. Generally it’s been up and down state of my personal walk with the Lord these days. I knew that i need to press on and continue to walk in His grace and rest in HIM. No doubt that there have been spiritual attacks that not only attacked spiritually but also physically… I got very bad sore throat last friday while i am supposed to lead worship and it also made me cancelling my worship leading for the saturday youth cell…

     Felt pretty bad about that… But I really praise God when my spiritual father prayed over me during my cell group in which i manage to get my voice back after cell group. From that moment onward i got myself prepared for sunday worship leading in church. I got the feeling of excited and yet worry about my voice. Anyway.. i moved on and didnt bother much about my voice and went on with the worship.

     During the practice on sunday, i was really worried as i realised that i couldn’t sing some of the parts where require high pitch of voice. I prayed and get the back-up singers to sing with me louder. That moment i loose my focus on relying on God who is the main Leader. After realizing that, i went on and pray for God’s cleansing and guidance.

     Worship on sunday was the marvelous one. He showed up and it was a great time of worshipping. Indeed Praise be to God… Also praise God for numerous confirmation about the vision and the continuous healing grace and power poured on me even up to this point. Do continue to pray with me in faith ya… Thanks for reading this blog… Have a blessed days ahead =)