Wh4t’5 up???
Hmmm… so much of learning curved for the past few months. Nothing were easy. That point in time, I was really close to have my nerve broke down as there were a few major things that totally blown me off. Again to summarize about the learning curve was all about “PATIENCE.” I really believe that God is molding my character and personality. At the same time, I also believe that I will not have made it without His strength, grace and mercy.
Indeed during this transition period, all the more I noticed that I need God all the more. One visible thing that i can share is that the more i walk on my own, the more i just got washed out and pushed out from the main plan that GOD has prepared for me. I was in the state where I could not worship God and even hold my bible because i felt unworthy. But still small voice guided and taught me to press in toward God and don’t drift further away.
At first I didnt understand why I have to face “wave by wave” of issue and learning in such a short span of time. I did cried out to GOD and shout for more grace and mercy. I was struggling so much becasue I had been moving with my own intelligent instead of moving with His wave of mercy. Currently I hope to get more rest in HIM and really walk victoriously in Christ Jesus. I pray for more great things to take place ahead and also pray for the confirmation for assurance in terms of relationship matter that I have been waiting for 9 months. I really really hope that this situation can bring in more positive energy and also the job i am doing now can be done with satisfactory result.
All these i prayed and surrender them unto our Lord Jesus Christ. Amen and Hallelujah!!!
